you know that feeling? when you´re just wating to
get home into you room, close the door, fall into
bed. just let everything out that you kept in all day.
that feeling of desperation. you´re tired of
everything, tired of nothing. you just want
someone to be there and tell you it´s okay. but none
is going to be there. you know you have to be strong
for yourself, because no one can fix you. but you
are tired, tired of being strong. for once you just
want it to be easy. to be simple. to be helped. to be saved.
but you know you won´t be. but you´re still hoping,
still wishing, and you´re staying strong and fighting
with tears in your eyes. you are fighting.